Though I’ve only been in the
Philippines for a short time I’ve really developed some strong relationships
here. God has been so good with providing anything and everything I need.
Through the ups and downs I’ve really been able to learn to truly trust God with
all things. I’ve always said that I’m just not good at prayer, but I was really
challenged by a sermon I heard from my home church, which basically said prayer
takes practice. I think of how many hours I’ve spent shooting the basketball
compared to how many hours I’ve spent in prayer, and I can’t help but feel
ashamed. I now realize that just like anything, practice is all I need. To stop
talking about how “I’m just not good at prayer” and actually praying has made
such a difference! The Lord listens to all, and I’m finding renewed
reassurances all the time. To be convicted to pray my way through the day has
really opened my relationship with God to new heights. To trust Him in all
things and to have a true conversation with the Lord puts my heart at rest.
I thank God for what He has done
for me here, and for all the relationships I’ve been able to establish. This
week I was pretty sick. I’ve only been sick a couple times in my life, so this
is still a new thing for me. I had about a 106 degree fever, sore throat,
headache, and I was dizzy whenever I stood up. The people here were amazing!
They helped me through it, and now thanks to God and their help I’m back to
normal. I can’t explain how much their love and care for me has meant. They
really were there whenever I needed anything. It’s so comforting to know that I
have people in my corner that truly care.
Friday the 13th in the
year 2013 we celebrated the 13th anniversary of the Sankey Samaritan
Home. We had a big dinner with all the boys and girls as well as the staff. We
had a fun time just hanging out and talking about various things. Afterward we
watched Raiders of the Lost Ark, which no matter how many times I see it, it
still is a perfect adventure movie.
Quick little story from the
anniversary party: The youngest kid here at Sankey, John Paul, is a big Hulk
fan. I wear a hulk shirt ever once in a while with a picture of the Hulk on the
front, and every time I wear it he asks me the question, Who would win the Hulk
vs. (some superhero)? The Hulk always wins, and he loves it. Then he asked,
“what about Hulk vs. Samson?” I said Samson cause he has God with him. There
was a twinkle in his eyes and he started to smile. Then he said, “What about
the Hulk vs. me?” Before I could even answer he said, “I win because God on my
side.” I just smiled and said “your right! You would beat the Hulk cause you
have God.” He got the biggest smile, and puffed out his chest a little. It was
so cute to see him realize with God on your side nothing is impossible.
So perfect Josh, what a lucky little boy John Paul is to have you mentor him. Glad you are on the mend and staying strong. We pray for you always.
ReplyDeleteJosh-
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for these updates and for the insights and reminders that your experiences provide.
Such a tremendously important point about prayer takes practice... This is a challenge for me as well, and I am grateful for you sharing.
Sean
Josh,
ReplyDeleteSo great to hear your heart and journey. Your interchange with John Paul brought tears to my eyes...my how BIG our God is!
Grace and joy to you my brother!
Matt Miller